So it pretty much took me 'til today to come to grips w/ the second. The Xmas season & Thing 2's birthday, however, loom ominously.

I know I'm a cunt, worrying so much about my own feelings on these holidays. But the fact of the matter is that they're ridiculously spoiled by their paternal grandparents where they are, so I have no need to fear them going without anything. At all. Even things that small children shouldn't have (e.g. 52" television in their bedroom) by most stretches of the imagination.

(That includes mine. I personally believe that children under 15 have no business w/ an iPhone. But hey, wtf do I know?)

-sigh-

I've enrolled for the online winter semester at the local community college. I plan on going to vote tomorrow, for no other reason than that Mitt Romney scares the shit out of me. I'm well aware that it'll make little difference, but fuck you. I try.

I have fleeting dreams of getting my refund + income tax & moving back to my home state, to one of 2 towns that offer Funeral Science as a major.

I have these dreams because of a load of BS concerning my significant other & me. More on that when I feel like breaking down completely.

-doublesigh-

SO I sit around browsing websites full of things I can't afford, & bide. I bide a bit.